Soul of Sol: From the Begining Pt. 1

Hi my name is Sol, I am 16 years old and have been taking care of my mom and sister ever since my dad passed away 12 years ago, or would like to think that I am taking care of them. Ever since my dad passed away I have been able to see ghosts and spirits. It’s odd how it happened, how I was able to see the ghosts and spirits. I remember that it was during the funeral that I first saw them. I didn’t want my mother or sister to see me cry so I ran outside, but as I was running I tripped right before the door and then it happened. I looked up and before me I saw a shady women holding s wooden stick in her left hand looking straight at the coffin. I didn’t know who she was or what she wanted, matter of fact I didn’t see her there before. That was my first encounter with a being from the Spirit World. I still don’t know whether she was a spirit or a ghost.
Well what is the difference between a ghost and a spirit? A ghost is a spirit of the dead who cannot and will not accept the fact that they are dead. They interact often with the living because they believe they are still alive. Spirits on the other hand, know that they are dead and come to the world of the living for sight-seeing purposes. Ha! Just kidding, I really have no idea why they are here. I asked one of the spirits once and he said “… to see how far the World of the Living is progressing since our days, and to make sure it hasn’t caused any trouble.” I never really understood what that last part meant, “… make sure it hasn’t caused any trouble,” but I never thought too much about it. By now you are probably wondering why I am telling you this. Well the reason is that I need someone to tell my story just in case I become unable to return, and hopefully you are able to pass this along and it will reach my family.
Oh yeah! I forgot to mention that I am currently trapped in the Spirit World. I was unsure of what happened, but I am starting to be able to piece together what had happened. But for now I remember a shaman casting a spell that broke the barrier and seal between the World of the Living and the Spirit World. This caused a vacuum effect that sucked me into this world. For the past couple of days I have seen some weird and unexplainable stuff and trying to stay alive until I met an aged person by the name Kairo. At first he thought that I was a ghost, but the fact that I wasn’t a spirit bothered him. I told him what happened, and he said that he was in the same situation that I was in a long time ago. One thing bothered me about his response; he “was” in the same situation “a long time ago.” He did not say any more and did not answer my questions about the World of the Living nor the Spirit World, but did agree to help me out here. So here you will follow along with me through my travels that are being documented by an ilji spirit (journal spirit). Oh and did I mention that before I got sucked into the Spirit World, I was able to interact with ghosts and spirits and at times be able to tell when one is in trouble?